Tatcho Drom

A Peaceful Oasis for those Seeking the True Way

Welcome to My Journal!

It is the beginning of 2010. And what a turning of an annum it was! I could say that I have awoken from a long, self induced, sleep. Of course, criminals, police, demons and angels where involved, but hey! Those are just the “joys” of my life.

Without hesitation and with full exaltation I can exclaim: The Sleeper Awakens!

Complacency, depression, rage and violence, and a stunted personality, had kept me in a slumber. I’ve had forces, powers and strongholds overwhelming my senses to remain asleep and not awakened to. To what? As corny or as theatrical as it may sound, I have been awakened to my High Calling, my life purpose.

Can you imagine the frustration of looking through your own eye sockets as your life slips away? Can you imagine how wound up I have felt? Not sure if you can – this is my story and my feelings, afterall.

Since awakening, my life has come crashing down on me, so much so that I have not been able to keep much in my stomach. I had lost my appetite for a few days. I thank God for my family who reached out in sympathy and love and soothed my trembling inner core.

In addition, my enemies have set their face against me. Do I care? Not for myself, but for those innocents around me who could be caught in the cross fire. Do I care at all? Not really, for my enemy’s angst is nothing compared to the glory of God that is set before me. And who can take my assurance away? I have assurance in the power of God and His protection over me.

So, without being so cryptic (as these matters are very personal to me and may only fully be appreciated with my overall knowledge of present developments) I will share something publicly that I have never shared before.

The following quote is message spoken to me by a Prophet, or shall I say, the Hand of God? The words in CAPITALS are words from God that come as a thousand crashing oceans upon me – words of greatest import, before you make any judgments, understand that my emotions are not the emotions of others. My anger, is not your type of anger. My joy, is not your type of joy. For my feelings come from a different place to most others – I have come to understand this in my life journey. And neither is the love and jealousy of God the same as ours:

God speaks:

You have been obedient and come into My power.
BE PREPARED for I have put a high calling on you.
Remain obedient to My voice and I will use you in a mighty way!

However, BE WARNED!

YOU WILL SUFFER FOR MY NAME, AND LET NOT YOUR PRIDE OVERCOME YOU.
FOR I AM A JEALOUS GOD AND WILL NOT HAVE NO OTHERS BEFORE ME!

Remain in My love and I will give you the pleasures of your heart.
Remain in My wisdom and strength and I will turn you into a fisher of men.
Be prepared for an outpouring of My Spirit on you.
Most of all I ask this: LOVE ME!

And so, most of all, I have awoken – nay, responded! – to the love of God for me. The result is the sword that has been forged, after a lifetime of tempering, to be unsheathed within my soul.

For my friends who lost touch of me (due to my self induced hibernation), my apologies, I have been sleep for way too long. I have been in my own dark world. I have been hiding in, dare I say, cowardice. But no more. It is time to awaken and face my greatest enemy, my greatest fear: The Taint that is in my Flesh, piercing my spirit. As a 3 year old babe, after spending 3 months in a latin american hospital, traditional Satanists came to me and performed Magic Surgery on my soul. Now at 32 years of age, I have been set free by the healing powers of God. Thank you my dearest mother, Catalina, for holding my hand, even though I made you faint! Thank you my dearest brother, “P”, for stepping in the gap, even before you met me in real life – and bringing me forth from the clutches of our Satanic cousins. Thank you, most of all God, for being You (in me)!

In future blogs, all will be revealed, for I’m a transparent person and willing to share my life for the benefit of others. It is also true that my life is so deep and complicated that even what I do share is not even a snow flake on top of the iceberg that represents my being.

In the future I will share why I chose to slumber and avoid my responsibilities. I will share about the taint that is in my flesh. I will share why it is important for me to seek the Truth in God. Indeed, this is a place of revealing – of unveiling.

Welcome to My Journal – a place for those sincerely seeking the True Way.

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